So Long Insecurity

I have a new obsession. No, it is not online shopping (although that has been quite a hobby of mine lately). No, it's not shoes. It's becoming a young woman with as little insecurity as possible. I know, I know, this is definitely not the typical obsession you were expecting. Since reading Beth Moore's So Long Insecurity, I am inspired to throw off the insecurities of this world and fully embrace who I am in Christ.
Reading this book, I have realized that despite thinking of myself as a fairly secure person, I have so many insecurities. Parts of this book seem like somebody read my mind and dictated onto paper what I was feeling. The things I have done as a result of insecurity as absolutely ridiculous. Why do I strive to feel accepted by everyone and their brother? This book has really caused me to step back and see that I am loved by the only one who's opinion even matters.
Currently, my stress level is through the roof. With housing, Chemistry quizzes, exams, Spring Break, money issues, summer job applications, applications for next year, CNA junk, and all the other fun stuff going on, I have been overwhelmed to say the least. It all hit me tonight though, and I broke down as soon I heard my mom's comforting voice on the other line. Let me just pause right here and say that I am so incredibly thankful for a mom who encourages me constantly in the Lord. Her responses, though hard to hear at times, always have something to do with praying about it, trusting in Him for my needs, or just a few Bible verses. On days like today, I really appreciate this. So, as soon as I hung up the phone, I walked over to my desk and picked up good ol' Beth Moore's book. For days, I have been putting off reading it, claiming that I have better things to do. Not tonight. I absolutely drink in every word that flies off the page, and I love being able to see Beth Moore's humor coming through, a result of doing her Bible Study this summer. As soon as I started reading, I was instantly relieved and comforted in knowing that I am not the only person struggling with stress and insecurities. Everyone has their problems, and everyone is struggling with something or other. So how about I shift the focus from my problems to all the things I have to be thankful for. Let me start with Beth Moore. I am so thankful for her sweet Southern charm and her ability to so accurately share the Gospel and love of Christ. I cannot forget my sweet Mom, either, who quite ironically reminds me a lot of Beth Moore. Perhaps that is why I feel so connected to Beth Moore whether I am watching a video or reading her book.
Enough with my rambling though, until next time, I challenge everyone to examine their own hearts and start dealing with the insecurities that are creeping into our innermost beings, and swiftly show them the door.